2023

 bismilahirahmanirahim

dan akhirnya 2023 muncul jua. 

aku masih tak sangka aku boleh sampai sejauh ini. I mean ya when i was child i was thinking that I died early so that aku tak banyak dosa. tak pun I always dreaming to restart the life because I done a lot of sin. 

funny right?

i guess I always have this dark side since I was a little. 

childhood trauma is something. 

to be heal, we need a lot of time. 

at this moment, I'm not sure that time will heal.

I mean look, I got years but still the pain is there. 

What if turn out, time will heal if we are healing

but what if all this while we just bringing the same thing without effort to change 

and we thought time never heal?

wow

how manipulate we can be for our self?

let me rewrite again 

how manipulate me with myself.

there's a lot to digest I guess. 

adios.

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Nisrina Syaurah