The Mixed Feeling
bismilahirahmanirahim Entah siapa entah yang rajin google blog ni bukan apa, bukan ada benda pun kat sini tulisan mengarut je kalau nak baca yang tak mengarut jangan cari sini cari tempat lain lagipun sini banyak benda yang tak terpamer kalau orang kenal aku physically. kalau tengok balik listing tu aku cuma tulis sebab aku taktahu nak buat apa bila aku struggle dengan realiti kat sini lah aku akan muntahkan segalanya D ask me to write how I feel about him now susah weh sebab aku rasa aku yang mixed feeling tapi aku tetap rasa sini the safest place 1. I like him. I do 2. did I love him? I do 3. I feel unavailable sometime. 4. I hurts when he thinks I'm not serious. 5. I feel alone in this journey. I hate it. 6. at some point he can be one of my trigger point. 7. i feel him inconsistent 8. somehow I still love the space he give to me 9. i feel that I'm not worthy 10. i afraid of losing him they said make a list of your partner and be it aku tetap rasa keliru changes happen